Roller Coaster

Up
And down
I’ll turn around
One change from day to day
So inconsistent, that you
Might have missed it
Why do I even
Try?

From lost
Then found
I’ve lost my ground
And where I’m standing now
Like sand to rock
So ticks the clock
Incredibly
Profound

And so
I’ll change
From day to day
Just trying to find balance
I’ll dive right in, to
Things that pin
Me to this place
Again

Just one
Small moment
Please, just a moment
For my head 'bove the waters
For one small chance
No second glance
To find I’m in
The shallows

And--
So I write
Each day, each night
And what do I find there?
A chance to flee, or
Chance to breathe
Maybe a chance
To fly

Will it continue
This madness ‘round me
Will I finally cut a break?
For now I realize, just
What to visualize
When they say the
Weary find rest
_{In You}

Oh God!
I need You
Please pull me through!
I won’t give up this fight
But I need Your strength
To get through this day
For Your mercy is
Everlasting

Roll-
Er Coast-
Er
Roll-
Er Coast-
Er
I know
You have
Your end

I simply need
To find it.